My heart is crippled by the vien that I keep on closing - Leona Lewis

(That's why )I keep bleeding in love, keep keep bleeding in love.
This is such a catchy song though I would hate to keep bleeding in love.But again, when have I not?

Last entry Jason told me men are visually stimulated creatures.
Right.
Just funny how topics came linking back to me. I was randomly flipping though Life and there's this short column by Sandra Leong under girltalk.

-When looks are a weighty issue.
While personality counts, looks are very important to men. It's the women who don't make such an issue of it.

I shall not go on quoting the whole entry but again I guess men are such stupid superficial creatures.
One part just explained the whole deal.

They (Sandra's guy friends) answered that is a man no longer finds his
woman physically attractive - whether it's because she's piled on the pounds or
grown warts 0 the relationship is most likely a goner, even if nothing else has
changed.

"It's like having a pebble in your shoe,"said one. "It doesn't kill you but
it bugs you like hell. Personality counts but looks can't be discounted."

I guess that would more or less close this issue.
I think that is why women can't afford to lose their attractiveness. That would prompt men to stray away to another beautiful woman out there.But the sad thing is women are more prone to lose their physical attractiveness given what the society, nature and all other micro,macro factors are expecting outta them.
It's not that fucking fair, isn't it?

I dunno.
I just pray hard that the man that I am eventually gonna be with, whoever that lucky bastard might be (lol), would not be classified as the norm.
He can be attracted to me first cos' he thinks that I am pretty and honestly I don't see what is so bad about that. That is like a real compliment,y'know.
But I hope he will cont'd to be attracted to me for the rest of his life no matter how fat,ugly I would eventually deteriorate to be.

Love,
Your future to be, you call me your one & only - Ling.